Sighhhh..... Embed fail. Will find a more suitable host than Youtube soon :/
Instructions: Either find a way to play each video simultaneously or start them all separately at specific timestamps. Start Center at 0:00, Start Right at 0:05, and Start Left at 0:09. Be sure to time your plays on Right and Left to match up with the Center video to be perfectly (or almost perfectly) in sync.
During the fall and winter of 2024, I experienced what I could only describe as a sense of intense longing. Everything about where I live seemingly became mundane and I felt as though the world around me was dead and dying and that I should ultimately move on from this place I've grown and came to be. Later on, as I learned more about myself and acknowledged what was going on in the world, I realized I was lucky for my little town and all the people I knew. After deciding that maybe this isn't such a bad place after all, I've managed to make deeper connections where I now feel surrounded by love rather than emptiness. Really all of the emotions I portrayed here were a result of loneliness after very special person had left my life and moved far away from here. I hope she's doing okay. Anyway, enjoy the angst ridden collage work I managed to throw together during most of a weekend :)